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If you could see me now [Jul. 7th, 2009|10:17 pm]
[Current Mood | sad]


When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall it makes a noise. But as for your heart, when it breaks, it's completely silent. You would think as it's so important, it would make the loudest noise in the whole world, or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a cymbal or the ringing of a bell. But it's silent and you almost wish there's a noise to distract you from the pain.

If there is a noise, it's internal. It screams and no one can hear it but you. It screams so loud your ears ring and your head aches. It thrashes around in your chest like a great white shark caught in the sea; it roars like a mother bear whose cub has been taken. That's what it looks ilke and that's what it sounds like, a thrashing, panicking, trapped great beast, roaring like a prisoner to it's own emotions. But that's the thing about love- no one is untouchable. It's as wild as that, as raw as an open flesh wound exposed to salty seawater, but when it actully breaks, it's silent. You're just screaming on the inside and no one can hear it.



I've been penning down thoughts and things that I wanna tell you into words, into letters, but not so ready to send them into your heart. And because I'd never have the courage, they're taking up alot space in my really huge pencilcase.


kyla
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(no subject) [Jul. 6th, 2009|12:52 pm]
[Current Mood | blank]

and I, CAN'T GET AWAY CAN'T GET AWAY.

ok i'm tired and not sick amen and i;m gonna do my hw now.

saw you and you and you yesterday and felt like shit.
I should totally go and jump off the building right now i know but i won't do that so whatever la.
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SURRRRRPPPPPPPRRRRRRRRRIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSEEEE! [Jul. 4th, 2009|11:39 pm]
[Current Mood | energetic]
[Current Music |Can't Get Away- Rush Of Fools]

HI EVERYONE HAHAHAHAHA I JUST FELT LIKE TYPING HERE OKAY BYE.
I'M STILL @ MY WRITINGAMISTAKE.WORDPRESS.COM HAHAHAHA.
SEE YOU ALL ON THE OTHER SIDE!

I MIGHT BE BACK ONCE IN A WHILE AND ONE PIC TO ENTERTAIN Y'AL.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
AWESOME RIGHT:D

OKAY, YES.
THIS IS IT SO BYE!

(shall go and post on my secret place! HAHA:D)

I know you'd never see this so I'm gonna say it out right here. (just a real short one)
I've got to do some editing of posts cause I so need to clear you people out.
k too much info's not good but all I wanna say is,
To L: (kim is so dying to see this man) )


so not really short after all.

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(no subject) [Mar. 6th, 2009|08:52 pm]

Idk what to blog about nowadays.

I feel so retarded, I'm moving, back:)
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roses [Mar. 2nd, 2009|08:16 pm]
[Current Mood | ecstatic]

Sometimes when you're too on time, you'll be the one left behind, waiting.

Today was an awesome day, thank you Jesus! :)
No time for blogging, so I'm gna go and study now. zaijian.
My life is filled with :) :) :) now, no :( :( :(! HAHA!

AWESOME:D
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ILOVEMYNEWFILE:D [Feb. 25th, 2009|06:14 pm]
[Current Mood | exhausted]

Iamsotired, i'mgnagetallmyhwandcourseworkandhitthebed. byebye.

PS: ILOVEPLAYINGPAYDAYWITHTHEGIRLS:) I wonthelotteryfourtimesinarow. heeheeyay, Jesuslovesmealotsookaynowreallybye. kluvyou:)
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I'm sorry for the wait. [Feb. 23rd, 2009|06:38 pm]
[Current Mood | blank]

So today wasn't a so bad, except the fact that it wasn't so good in the early morning, but Daddy settled my heart down with peace and I'm sure that I'll be able to do this with Daddy! I'll do the natural, and God will do the suppppppppernatural! I have notes okay! HAHAHAHA.

? )

HAPPY HONEY'S DAY IN ADV RACHEL SIM! <3

I LUV YOU FOR EVERYTHING!:D

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Freely you gave your all for us. [Feb. 22nd, 2009|08:36 pm]
Omg, I just need God now. Fuck everything that's happening now.
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Moofully! [Feb. 20th, 2009|10:21 pm]
[Current Mood | blank]

Omg, after d&t lessons, my brain is filled with d&t.
After band practices, my brain is filled with SYF songs.
And after a whole day of d&t and band, my brain is screwed up.

I've been drilling d&t stuff & band songs into my song, I swear this is no good.
Daddy, I NEED YOU LIKE IDK WHAT NOW.

I've gt a super hilarious video of the girls today. But I promised not to upload it up, so yo guys are just missing out the fun :D

.. )
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HOOT HOOT OWL:D [Feb. 19th, 2009|10:43 pm]
[Current Mood | excited]

I'M GNA HEAD TO THE ZOO STRAIGHT AFTER O'S! (As planned with the girls!:D) HAHA. It's a nice place to go. You see all the super cute caucasian kids runnig all around. & we're gna meet Noris' cousins/friends/relatives- THE BIRDS. (cause she's an owl. HAHA. Priv joke) Yeap, our O's would end on the 11 of November. YAYAWESOMECOOLWONDERFULSWEETPERFECT.  And after the zoo wold be the bird park where The Owl's relatives would really be, then the reptile park, & the Night Safari. Lobo might see her timber wolf! HAHA! I WANT TO RIDE ON A PONY!

I'm gna get sleeeeeeeep, & wake up at 4 to finish up my D&T & summary:D yay, nice. k, deprived childhood.I'm pretty looking forward to O's knowing that my jesus would give me my 10 points!:D

I'm sorry, you don't fit into my inside.

AND HAPPY BELATED MOJOJOJO! WO AI NI MUACKMUACK! <3
SORRY, IT'S MY FAV COLOUR HAHA.
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I hated it. [Feb. 17th, 2009|09:25 pm]
[Current Mood | amused]

I realised that I look forward to D&T. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Nice.
And I finally know how people trip & fall cause I just did it to myself.

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Even if [Feb. 17th, 2009|08:55 pm]
[Current Mood | ecstatic]

I finished watching Sky Of Love. HOW SAD LA. I WAS CRYING LIKE STUPID.

Today was gay day with the girls. The principal gave a retarded speech and we were playing around. Nice.

I'm gna wake up at 4 to do hw, so i'm going to sleep now. BYE:D

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Sorry but no. [Feb. 16th, 2009|05:34 pm]
[Current Mood | high]

 

Cause when you're fifteen, somebody tells you they love you,
You're gna believe them



Miracle seed sunday yesterday! I swear service was awesome though I'm not supposed to swear but yeah. K, I shall make this official, WO BU YAO SEAN GOH LE.
HAHA. I BET PEOPLE ARE SHOCKED MAN, and suddenly all the text will come flooding in. Seriously, honestly & truthfully! Hahahahaa, I'll try to get used to it first:D This means alot of things man,
1. No more screaming when I see Sean Goh.
2. No more going crazy when I see him anywhere.
3. No more jokes about Sean Goh.
4. I JUST CAN'T DO ALOT OF THINGS DAMN.

So back to the yesterday. We (Isaac, Shermaine & I) cabbed down to Ikea for lunch, then to anchorvale and to Joel's place. I'M SORRY SHERMAINE! I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED ALL THE PHOTOS WE TOOK YESTERDAY. Joel & Isaac must be so happy now. So yay to Joel's sister, Grace, Happy 6th Birthday!:) When we went into the function room, all the kids around us were running around, and their heights were only up to our waists & a little bit taller, so cute I swear! Sherm saw, and she said, 'No wonder Justin didn't want to come.' HAHAHAHA. We went up to Joel's place and played guitar heroes and we left around 5. SHERM & I TRIED VERY HARD OKAY!  We took a bus down to Redhill, then a train to city hall but sherm was dropping off at PL. And off I went to meet Yingshu!:D

I HAD A DAMN HARD TIME LOOKING FOR HER MAN. SHE WAS LOST AND  HAD TO FIGURE OUT WHERE WAS SHE WHEN THERE WAS THREE STARBUCKS IN SUNTEC. Nice. We had a very nice talk while walking to Marina to look for the guys. But they left after a short while. And THANKS GERV FOR THE BOOK YESTERDAy. It was totally, NOT HEAVY AT ALL. We got our food, byebye to the guys, & talked more!:D HAHA, GOSSIPGIRL. And yay, we ruhed off to watch Breakout at esplanade cause we tought we were late but turned out that we were earlier! :D We got high & everything:D AND THE SHOW WAS AWESOME:D We sat in the front and right in the middle! I love the dance & the storyline:) AND THERE WAS THIS SUPER HOT KOREAN DANCER. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. After the show, we went over to Marina to get her nice toast but we ended up getting a drink. HAHA. We walked & talked like crazy people and went over to Cathay to look for the guys (Gerv, Small&Big pic, Dickie, Joel Mok, Terence, Shaun) . I HATE LAN SERIOUSLY. Mhm, so we went home together!:D

School today, raaaaaaaaaa. Damn, chinese homework & tuition tmr.

Yay, Yingshu! More outings together okay! <3 you & shh to the secrets!:D
IT'LL NOT HAPPEN, AMEN:D
Say don't want and run away. HAHAHAHAHHAHA. Wtc man!
 
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For the Glory, of the risen King [Feb. 15th, 2009|09:41 am]
[Current Mood | ecstatic]
[Current Music |Catch Your Wave- The Click Five]

I woke up at 6 to complete my hoework today:) I feel so refreshed!

Most of the band members stayed back to play captains ball after band. It was the sec4s versus the other levels. AND THE SEC4S WON!:D The name of the game should be called sntaching ball instead. HAHA. Heehee, I think this is the first time that the band stayed back to have fun together:D <3 band! I know I sound very contradicting most of the time. I can love band & hate band. So for today, I love band! :D & BIG NEWS! IT'S THE FIRST TIME HANU STAYED BACK FOR THE SECTIONAL LEADSERS MEETING!:D

I'm gna prep & go out soon. It's miracle seed sunday today! :)
HAPPY TOTAL DEFENCE DAY! HAHAHAHA.
 

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If we are the body. [Feb. 14th, 2009|08:14 pm]
[Current Location |Indescribable- Chris Tomlin.]
[Current Mood | cheerful]
[Current Music |Rainer's purple room!]

I'M AT MY COUSINS PLACE NOW & WE'RE WATCHING VERY NICE AND AWESOME CHRISTIAN VIDEOS :D K, I spent vday with band :) Overture was terrible but Cavetown was pretty good :D yay, I wna eat dinner & I need to do chinese compo :(

Miracle Seed, Birthday party & breakout tmr! Niceeee.

ANNOUNCMENT: 
I'VE GOT MY NEW PHONE.
(after 1754983602605 years) heehee:)

Happy vday & Iluvallofyou:P
(My Sec 1 cousin grown up man, ILOVEYOURAINER!:D)

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From another end. [Feb. 12th, 2009|07:42 pm]
[Current Mood | blank]
[Current Music |From the Inside Out- Hillsong United]

The words slipped out of my lips,
The inside of me wonders what will come out next.
Replies from you were unpredictable.
It used to be, but not anymore.
My mind should have worked out fast enough

I can't upload the pictures I took with the girls today :( Shugz.

FAIZZZZZZ is gay:)
see, i blogged about you:D

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You make me wna <3 [Feb. 11th, 2009|07:11 pm]
[Current Location |Beside the TV]
[Current Mood | excited]
[Current Music |Idk the title:)]

I'm buried with a whole pile of work undone. I realised that I've got absolutely no time for myself at all. Because I have After School Lessons almost everyday except on Tuesday, but soon, I'll be having science lessons after school. I feel that this year's quite exciting, O Levels & SYF. The school's gna prep us with three prelims. The first one on week 9 & 10, the second one in May & the third in August. Niceeee. The girls are gna work hard for O's together:) & It sucks to be the only one away from them in almost every lesson.

I'm really glad that I'm gna have proper time for studies after SYF. Though I'll need to do alot of catching up. (I don't understand anything abouut Chemistry & Physics! D:) & there's a Science ST coming up next Monday! K, GOD WILL BE MY WISDOM & STRENGTH! AMEN:)

Right now, I'm gna finish up my entire mountain of homework. Spring Test isn't suprising anymore. KYLA, YOU CAN GET YOUR 10POINTS! DADDY WIL BE WITH YOU!:D

I'mnotgnabeinvovledinanyshitthisyear,sostopbeingkpo.

Sometimes the heart should follow the mind,
Sometimes the heart should tell the mind
to STAY AT HOME &
STOP INTERFERING.
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:( [Feb. 10th, 2009|03:20 pm]
[Current Mood | sick]

I've been having cramps for the whole of today, it just sucks :( & seriously, it was the whole day. Physics was the most terrible lesson beacuse of the cramps, but the gayest lesson beacuse of the people:) HAHA, Faiz & Eunice!

House meeting's actually the worst thing, but also the best thing:) I love my sec 1 class, & it feels nice to all get back together once in a while.

I love my girls, hobo, yobbo, lobo & gobo!:D The bo clique! <3 them! There were alot of funny things that happened today, but I can't remember them :(

Alright! I'm gna go get my schoolworl done:D D&T COURSEWORK MANZXCS! I must take a group pictures with the girls soon!

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Awesome! [Feb. 9th, 2009|07:48 pm]
[Current Mood | high]

I SPENT A VERY AWESOME DAY OUT WITH RACHEL CHINGALIYAN BF TODAY. MY GOD ANSWERS MY PRAYERS:D

K, I'm gna go study for my POA testS tmr:) I love Inkheart:D
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shit day. [Feb. 8th, 2009|08:13 pm]
[Current Mood | pissed off]

Today is a very bad day. The people I wanted to meet were there but they were all damn screwed up. Wts.

My sister lost her ezlink card & now I can't get my damn phone. What the fuck seriously. & at this rate, I will never get my phone.

See, I told you today was a bad day. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I HATE TODAY. NOTHING SEEMS TO GO RIGHT. (Ipraythattmr'sgnabeawesomeamen)
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